When I was dissappointed, I…

Last Sunday was a bad day for me. Actually, it would be my best day, but It was not. I had to buy the fan meeting ticket in that day, The Untamed Fanmeeting In Thailand. The Untamed or 陈情令 （Chen Qing Ling) is the popular Chinese web-series; and I am really into it lately.When the series official pronounced it will be the fanmeeting in Bangkok, I very excited ;even if I had heard about the rumors for several months before they pronounced officially.So, I looking forward to see them. I started saving my money very hard enough to but the VIP ticket zone. Finally, the buying ticket day was come

I concerned about whether I got the ticket because there is many people who want to go this fanmeeting like me.

In the end, I did not get the ticket. The ticket was sold out in five minute since It was available. I haven’t even looked at seat plan, the ticket was sold out. I was disappointed. It feel like my heart was broken. While others around me got the ticket, but I was not. I visualized that I have not the chance to see actors of this series anymore if I miss this event and I do not know that how long they may come again, because they are not singer who might come to promote their new album every years. They is actors of this series, when the series end, It means really end. I might not see them as a actors of this series anymore

Never mind, it can not help, I have to move on. Telling myself it gonna be ok, I tried to cheer up myself and found the way which can help myself feel better. First, I did touch the phone and tried to do something else. Because I would see the post whose the person who got the ticket. So, I kept the phone in my pocket and went outside. Then, The useful ways for me is shopping. This method always works for me. When I felt upset or annoy , I would go shopping and I also felt better.However,The important thing that can get rid of the upset feeling is your own mind. If you tried to do so many things to forget bad thing, but your heart will not move on. It is useless. I have to think positive; luckily, I do not have to pay a lot of money at once; or maybe they will come again next time and I have to see them. Moreover, disappoint feeling might takes time, everyone has different recovering. Someone may take more time to recover than others. You can felt it and definitely, you can takes time to get rid of it. But you can not catch up with it. Everyone can disappoint, so why don’t we can feel happy.